here's a few tunes that have been running through my head a lot lately:

and run - he is we
why: the lyrics SCREAM to my life right now. "so tired of waiting on a man to come & save me." yes. "gotta get my act on straight so i can truly believe that what I'm waiting for, is really worth the wait. Stop bringing myself down, I gotta know what makes me great. I'm going to open my mind to all these new found exciting possibilities." & lastly, "I am trying to get past this, be better than I once was, so tired of waiting on someone else...i can fix it by myself."


holding out for a hero - ella mae bowen (cover)
why: this is how i feel right now. "late at night i toss & turn and dream of what i need, i need a hero", "somewhere just beyond my reach, there's someone reaching back for me."...i kind of need a hero somedays. one with clear intentions. that would be nice.

megan - bayside
why: well, it's my name. plus it's a really enjoyable song. but strangely enough, the guy who sings the 2nd verse sounds EXACTLY like my bro jeff singing. i miss my brother. i just miss my family in general. wish i wasn't such a stupid kid when i lived at home, i really do have the greatest family ever.

so impossible - dashboard confessional (my bad on the awkward emo video, everything else was covers or live)
why: make this song apply to a female & this is my life. i'm the most awkward human alive, there's someone i want to get to know better, but doing that doesn't always come too easy for me. "i'm dying to know, do you like dreaming of things so impossible, or only the practical, or out of this world? waiting through all your bad bad days just to end up with someone you care about? & do you like making out, and long drives, brown eyes and [girls] that just don't quite fit in?" yea, some questions i want to ask right there. i just don't know how to. (okay, i want to ask scads of other questions too..)

oh well. i'm sick, and i'm tired. just got done watching LOTR with some awesome people up in the canyon. i'm out.

much love.