i've decided i'm taking a break from everything. & by that, i mean i'm focusing on getting the things done that i've always strived to. if i don't blog for a while, that may be why. time to disappear for a while & get out there & accomplish the goals i have. i'm done letting the walls i put up around me stop me from achieving the things i want. & who knows, along the way maybe my goals will change. it may sound selfish & all, but it's needing to be done. gotta refocus my life on the things that really matter.